Monday, September 14, 2009
I Should Have Known....
I tell myself that all the time. As much as I have accepted Daniel's loss and as much as I am so happy to have my daughter, there is this terrible guilt that consumes me. I should have known things weren't right - I wish I could go back and DEMAND that I be checked more thoroughly. I spoke but no loud enough and the ignorance of not knowing what could happen made my voice that much softer. I should have known and if I had he might be here.
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2 comments:
How and why would you question gods will. Your pain is great ,but god now has a perfect angel at is side. How do we question that?
She questions it, because she is a mother who has lost her child. We can understand God has a plan, but sometimes it is not that easy to accept.
Either you have not been through this and do not even begin to understand the pain .. or you are just so much better and stronger than the rest of the world.
I wonder all the time why God chose to take my child from me and yes it even makes me angry! However, I do find comfort in the fact that my child is with God and God's will was done. But you will still have moments of anger and questioning. That is part of being human.
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